Goodbye to one chapter in my life and Hello to a New Chapter.

I'm sorry but I have to say this. I'm leaving this Xanga. Why? Memories. Blah blah blah. Plus I hate the name. Hehe. I need something new, funky fresh. Start off the new school year with a bang. So farewell thee. I've had this xanga for about 3 years or 4 come to think of it. BYE BYE BYE.

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Currently Listening Danity Kane By Danity Kane see related

- Show Stopper

Gosh. I was going through all of my old blogs from my old xanga's and this one and I'm just amazed at how much I've changed. Remember when tYpiNG liKe tHiS wAs hELLA cOol? I mean people still do that because they think they are oh so cool, but hehe they probably aren't. Yeah some of my old blogs contained that type of ......typing. BUAHAHA.

I really did hate Middle School. My style was like WTF. I mean my style now is ok I guess but back then, man, so horrific I swear. The people in middle school were horrible. My social status? God, was I a DORK. I know I still am but I wish I could just turn back the clock and change everything I did back then. Ugh. I was a pathetic little thing in middle school I'll admit. High School might be a pain in the ass, but at least I have TRUE friends to lean on when the times get rough. That's all I need I guess....

Ninth grade was great. My style, got better I guess, social status? FUCK THAT. All I needed we're people to just be ME with, at school and out of school. I got that. Middle School was not good at all.

Sigh*..............LIFE.

Hmm....

Yesterday was great. Hung out with Sara and Rachel. First me and Sara went to Rachel's house, hung out, Rachel was like in her pajammies when me and Sara got there. We were like playing piano, talking, what not. Rachel took a shower and I did her make-up! Then we went to Malcolm's house.

When we were waiting for the bus, Cody, or his friend Nick kept calling my phone, blocking their number and talked in a high pitched voice. So, just to be funny, everytime they would call Sara would talk first and start saying random stuff and then I would end the conversations yelling and cursing at them. It was hilarious. Well, I thought it was. Cody and Nick were probably thinking 'WTF??' whatever.

We arrived at Malcolm's, he was still sleeping. Man, he went to sleep at like 3 in the morning. Can't blame him. Haha. We called him first because we wanted to surprise him but then his mom answered and told us he was sleeping. But then all of a sudden we see his face at the window. We all went inside. He's like remodeling his house so everything is like being moved around and stuff. That's cool though. We just hung out there for a like an hour or so. We stayed in the 'studio.' We played the piano. We played some songs on the computer. Me and Sara started boxing! That was DOPE! Haha. So did Rachel and I. FUN FUN FUN.

Malcolm took a shower and then we left his house to go to Frank's house. FRANK G. the III or something. Yeah. I haven't seen him in forever. GOSH. haha He's funny though. His house was nice. For some reason his house felt like home.

Then all of us including Frank walked to Savass's house. We we're all hungy but Savass didn't feed us that donkey bitch. HAHA.

We left and walked to Kevin's house. Kevin Hu. His mom is super nice and she remembers me from Kindergarten. That's flippin amazing. His brother is super cute. Nathan! Gosh. cute cute cute. He's probably like 2 or something. YEAH.

Walked to Sara's house and Frank and Malcolm went swimming while Sara, Rachel, Me, and Keving just watched them being retarded.

I'm starting to make custom t-shirt things. Yeah whatever you want to to call it. It's great. Check out my myspace to see them.

Currently Listening Chris Brown By Chris Brown see related

- Say Goodbye

GoshDAMNIT. Remember when xanga used to be the shizznit? Do you remember? Seriously now. In like around the end of 6th grade and beginning of 7th grade, xanga used to be what most people would talk about. People would be like, "Can you fix my xanga for me?" Psh. Those were the days, huh? Now it's all about Myspace and everyone has one. It's like you cannot find a person these days who DOESN'T have one. Life is going too fast. Ohwell. Man did I HATE middle school.

My mom is like telling me she's going to leave me and my dad and go live in the Philippines for 2-3 months. She's like stressed I bet. She's always fighting with my dad about money and shit. Last night she was like crying. I didn't know what to do. Today she was like telling me that I'm going to have to be the one to write the checks and shit for the bills when she's gone. She's telling me everything about checking accounts and government money. FUDGE. It scares me. My dad doesn't know how to do ANYTHING. She's leaving it all up to ME. Man. I hope she's just going through some sort of phase and she won't be leaving me. I mean I can take care of myself. But damn, I have to take care of my dad, the house, the dogs, and the bills too? Life is definately going way too fast. I love my mom.

Lance Bass from N'Sync announced to the whole god damn world that he's GAY. I am still a N'Sync fan and always will be. Man, Lance was the one I had a little celebrity crush on. You know? God, I was like what, 8 years-old when I had a crush on him? Now he's WHAT? GAY? Damn. Nothing wrong with being gay.

I understand that people have to "test" people to see if they are 'the one.' It's like try before you buy kind of thing. You have to go through people to see if they are what you want. I get it. It's okay I guess. You had to go through me to realize that what you really wanted was right under your nose.

Summertime is the best time for deep thinking ain't it? Chyea.